I have lost X but gained Y

Thomas Edison was right when he quoted this:
"I have not failed. I have just found out 10000 ways that would not work."


Through a game of ugly politics I learnt
That those boys will always value power over friendship
Boys will be boys
And so are fighting cocks


I was tormented
For want of a better word
Left to defend myself
To think of a solution for
The mess created which is no fault of mine
I tried every possible solution
And I must not hurt the innocent
Me and my lone effort
Help was limited
It is like the feeling of
Clicking on icon "help"
And response was
"All our officers are busy, no point trying again."
Helpless, Devastated,
But I refused to give up hope.

Half a year later
The sky has cleared
The clear blue sky is no longer broken
For I am much stronger than before
And whose vision is sharper than ever
Cherish friendship, I still will
For "Doubt separates people"
Will always be the learning point for me
As for stained friendships, I am not too bothered
Because they are not worth holding on for
It is enough to let my tears flow [just once].


The clear blue sky is broken...?:

http://theaurora-lin.blogspot.com/2007/09/clear-blue-sky-has-broken.html


Someday,
I close my eyes
Feeling my heart beating
Someday,
I stay awake
To hear your explanations
Someday,
I accept this sweet surrender
Everyday,
Don't you bring me down today.